I’m Forcing Science and Podcasting on Baltimore for Balticon 2013

I’m headed up to Balticon 47 this weekend to talk about science and podcasting and more science and more podcasting. How can you resist?

You cannot, that’s how. Or not how. Or — look, just come see me make a fool of myself at any of these fine panels:

Your Lying Eyes. Saturday, 5:00 PM, Salon A.
You think you see in high resolution, but you don’t: your eyes & brain fill in a lot of gaps. Find out how visual illusions teach us how we see. A talk on how our visual system really works and how visual illusions let researchers learn more about how we see what we see.

I love this talk, as it’s an excuse for me to wave my hands furiously about the brain and show cool visual illusions.

Disasterpiece After Dark. Saturday, 9:00 PM, Derby

Normally we keep our live podcast shows at about a PG or PG-13. This is where we indulge in pitching terrible movies that are for the over-18 set.

Disasterpiece Theatre. Sunday, 12:00 noon, Derby
Disasterpiece Theatre is an exercise in true Hollywood movie magic. Each week, we take a theme and try to come up with the movies the industry would be most likely to make. The magic happens when we create something dark and terrible; a hideous and inexorable vision of the cinematic future, and you know true despair.

The live version of our movie podcast is always fun. Come tell us what terrible movies you’d like to see us suggest, and then see what we come up with!

Talk To Me: How To Conduct Podcast Interviews. Sunday, 1:00 PM, Chesapeake.
The do’s, don’t’s, and how-to’s of conducting a podcast interview. What technologies are available to let you interview people from across the globe?

I have strong opinions about how to do interviews. Will my other panelists agree? Do I care if they do or don’t? Who knows!

Live Interview with James Gates Jr. Sunday, 3:00 PM, Salon A.

There’s a good chance you’ve seen Dr. Gates talking on NOVA about string theory, supersymmetry, and unification theories. As a former experimentalist, I’m way out of my depth on this one, so there’s no telling what I’ll ask.

Dramatic Voice Acting. Sunday, 6:00 PM, Derby.
The popular Dynamic Voice Acting panel returns to talk about how to best show off your vocal talents.

My first podcast voice acting credit was this year, so clearly I’m an expert. Also this is my fourth panel in six hours. What was I thinking?

Multi-Creatives. Monday, 12:00 PM, Chesapeake.
The demands of multiple artistic pursuits. Learning to do it all without losing your mind.

I was on this last year, and my advice this year is the same: you will lose your mind. Embrace it. Recognize that you can’t do everything, but then ignore that realization and try to do it all anyway.

Week 19 of Making Something Every Day

Day 127: love postcard.
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Luv.

Day 128: A whole mess of proto-ATCs.
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Can’t wait to get back to these guys but I got distracted by remaking my kitchen art.

Day 129: looking forward to talking to folks about clean water tomorrow.
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I designed the logo for The Water Glass about a year ago. The labels for the water bottles I made this week. I’m proud to say it’s one of my best logos ever. I’m proud to be a part of this organization. I’m proud that we are in the business of making other people’s lives a little bit easier.

Day 130: Recycled art.
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My mom bought me this picture about 10 years ago. She was here this week and said I could paint over it if I wanted to. I nearly broke land speed records getting it out of the frame. She jokingly told me not to waste any time getting it done.

Day 131: Flower power! More on the recycled art board for my kitchen.
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I started with the thought of that big blue petal and a big green petal. The rest just fell into place.

Day 131b: Also, I know I’ve had an awesome art day when my hands look like this and THE PAINT WON’T COME OFF!
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Love this so much!

Day 132: Working on the flower for the kitchen.
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It’s getting there but too bright. Gotta tone it down.

Day 133: Science is art! We saw the DNA of a strawberry. It looked really cool so I’m totally counting it.
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It blows my mind that you can see the DNA so easily and it is so easy to do with stuff around the house. I don’t think the kids got the full impact of what we were looking at. I have to admit I teared up a little bit as I thought about the creativity that goes into science breakthroughs.

This week!
My friend, Kae, is doing a cool project over at Team Stripey Socks called #15minfanart. She works on post-it notes and makes wonderful geek fandom mashups every day. Go check out the blog for her previous work or follow her tweets: @TeamStripeySock.

Week 18 of Making Something Every Day

Day 120: Star of Cracker Barrel for 1/3 of a year!
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So yeah, I’ve being doing this for a third of a year now. In my mind, it’s kinda a big deal.

Day 121: It’s not blue! Gonna make some more postcards.
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Renée said it was the end of my blue period. I don’t think it’s the end, just a pause to enjoy some different colors. Also, you can see the backwards letters that I printed in this shot. While I was using the gelatin plate, I took my letter stencils and plunked them on the plate. Too bad I forgot that it would be backward. Sometimes the art side of my brain overrules the brain part of my brain.

Day 122: I’m so in love with this postcard this morning!
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Yep, still loving this one. I might have to get it framed.

Day 123: Flight, feathers, and song postcard.
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This one turned out well, I think. Not as well as Day 122 but hey, not every album can be The Joshua Tree. What I wrote on it is actually, “feathers, flight, and song” I got it transposed when I tweeted it.

Day 124: Background. Yeah, I don’t know what it’s going to be either. (Hint: not postcards!)
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Oh, the time when the thing is only a background and I wonder to myself what will I do with this one? Will it be a flop? Will I end up having to trash it? Will it be something I love forever and never want to part with? Will it be something that someone else will love? Oh, the fake agony.

Day 125: Experiment! (With art!) Sadly, no trees.
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Day 126: Added a sheep but I’m still not happy with it. It feels like a big muddy mess.
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I’m just not happy with how this one is going. It may end up in the trash. I’ll give it one more look tomorrow and then I may call it done/trash. Meh.

This Week!
Wow! This week! So I sold a piece.
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Ann bought this for her living room and I’m so glad it went to a loving home! It’s not the first piece of art I’ve ever sold but it has a great deal of meaning for me since it comes from this year long project. The bonus is the money she paid me is going to my Nepal trip fund!

Another friend is trying the Make Something Every Day Challenge. You can read about the beginning of Jeanetta’s adventures on her blog. Her first piece is so excellent!

Week 17 of Making Something Every Day

This was a good week on many levels. I’m pleased with the way my art went this week. Stephen sold my old car. Worked on The Water Glass presentation that Hallie and I are making next week. Got to visit several groups of friends throughout the week. Loved it!

Day 113: Calling this one done.
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I test hung this piece over my mantel in my living room and I’m pretty sure I’m going to swap out the Picasso print I’ve had hanging there for 10 years with this one. I like the way this piece turned out and I like the Jewish prayer in the white boxes on the right. It’s one of those things that now that it’s done, I can look at and forget that I made it.

Day 114: Took day 110, made it into 4×6″ postcards. They are yours @domesticat, if you’re interested!
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I love the way this set of postcards turned out. The colors that were so crazy when I first did the background on Day 110 turned into a really pleasing whole at the end.

Day 115: Love this new background I’m working on!
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Anything that even sorta kinda approaches obsession for me would be tied up in this color. I often have to MAKE myself choose a different color palette.

Day 116: It’s nearly impossible for me to use this color and not think “TARDIS!”
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See the note above and add to that a sense of adventure for any age which is what I think of when I think of the TARDIS. That’s all wrapped up in this color for me as well.

Day 117: 2 new postcards finished.
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I love the way this whale turned out. I don’t usually attempt too much actual drawing because it’s not my best thing and I cannot help comparing anything I do to the most excellent drawerings of my friend, Renée. So usually I just don’t bother. But there was a whale in this postcard, I could see it before I found the title in one of Stephen’s old scifi magazines. Once I found the title, I had to make the whale come out.

Day 118: Another TARDIS postcard & my friend @JerusalemGreer’s new book. Just got it in the mail!
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I went to college with Jerusalem but lost touch with her over the years. I’ve reconnected with her and Jeanetta through the power of the internets! And that reconnection makes me unreasonably happy. If you are interested in liturgy and finding ways to fit it into your life in a meaningful way, go check out Jerusalem’s new book. It’s full of yummy recipes and beautiful photographs! Love it!

Day 119: Another Doctor Who postcard. Tomorrow: something NOT blue.
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Did I mention I love this show?

Day 119b: Here are the 4 blue postcards together.
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Someone asked me yesterday what the whale had to do with Doctor Who. Nothing really, I just saw a whale in that one.

Be Careful What You Measure

Johns Hopkins has an excellent graduate program in science writing. For thirty years it’s taught people how to write about science, covering both researching interesting science and turning it into prose that sings. Now Johns Hopkins is closing the program.

Writing for a living, especially about science, has never been easy. It’s become harder over the last decade as newspapers have withered, magazines have closed, and the ranks of people interested in being science writers has swelled. Columbia University’s program in environmental journalism closed to new applicants in 2009 precisely because of the weak job market. But that’s not why Johns Hopkins is ending its MA in science writing. It’s closing the program because it has too few applicants. Not too few to make a good class, mind you. It’s that fewer applicants means a higher percentage of acceptance into the program. That makes Johns Hopkins appear less selective. And that can hurt their rankings among colleges and decrease their prestige.

They’re closing the program because of an arbitrary number.

College selectivity, the ratio of accepted students to applicants, is a status symbol. US News and World Reports factors it into their college rankings. Colleges tout their selectivity to attract top professors and help extract money from alumni.

As selectivity has become a more prevalent measure of a school, colleges have done what you’d expect and worked to become more selective. They’ve mainly attacked the problem in the most direct fashion: raise the number of applicants. They’ve marketed aggressively to prospective students to increase applications. They’ve also been aided by the rise of the common application, a single college application that’s now accepted by nearly 500 schools, making it far easier to apply to more schools at once. And it’s worked. College selectivity is on the rise, buoyed by increased applications, and colleges are happily touting how each year’s new crop of freshmen is better than the last. It’s like the Flynn effect and Lake Wobegon combined, where this year’s new students are more above average than last year’s.

Increasing applicants increases the selectivity ratio’s denominator. The numerator is roughly fixed, since colleges depend on a certain student body size to keep tuition income steady and classes filled. So the only other thing you can do to improve your selectivity is to drop programs that detract from that selectivity. That’s what Johns Hopkins did, as Katherine Newman, dean of the School of Arts and Sciences at Johns Hopkins, told Science Careers.

When you measure something, the act of measurement changes what you’re measuring. It’s true in physics, where the observer effect means, at the quantum level, that we can’t observe a physical process without changing it. It’s just as true in the social world. When you start measuring something, people will change what they’re doing to maximize the value of what you’re measuring. We’ve seen it on Wall Street, where status is measured in dollars and traders maximized their returns at the expense of the entire economic system. It’s human nature to game systems. That makes it vital to be careful when you choose to measure and report something. Choose the right measurement and you improve the system.

Pick the wrong thing and you might kill off an excellent science writing program.

Week 16 of Making Something Every Day

Day 106: 5.5 x 7.5″ piece. Hope. In the spirit of visiting @WaterStep tomorrow.
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Hope seemed to fit since Hallie, Amy (We are The Water Glass gals!) and I headed out that day to go to Louisville, KY to visit WaterStep. We had an amazing visit with Claudia and saw for ourselves how clean water changes lives.

Day 107: My art supply haul from @ArtistCraftsman in Louisville, KY.
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Had to get a little fun in on our trip! While Artist & Craftsman Supply is a chain, it is one of the quirkiest I’ve ever seen. I had a great time browsing the aisles and came up with a nice bag full for about $60. I also met a great dog named Lucy!

Day 108: Faith. 7.5×5.5″ to go with Hope.
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After Hope, I had to get faith in there too.

Day 109: Last of the series. Love. 5.5×7.5″
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Love seemed the logical next step.

faith hope and love
Series all together.
Three things will last forever—faith, hope, and love—and the greatest of these is love.
—1 Corinthians 13:13 (New Living Translation)

Day 110: Full on 80s extravaganza. I’m channeling my roots!
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Yeah, I have no idea where this one is going…

Day 111: Added 2 birds to the big green piece. Trying to decide if I’m finished or not.
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I think I’m going to add a bit more to this one. Thinking about it though ’cause I love it a lot right now.

Day 112: Made a very rough costume for Eli to wear in the spring musical tomorrow.
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The costume in itself isn’t that much to speak of but Eli’s pose together with the dog’s long-suffering look makes me laugh ever time.

Week 15 of Making Something Every Day

Day 99: Lotsa church today so I’m kicking back with the dog & some crochet while watching a movie with @Sargent.
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It’s the crocheted shawl that will never end!

Day 100: I had anticipated celebrating my 100th day. Now, not so much. Finished piece.
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Shocking day all the way around. It seemed callous to toot my own horn about my 100th day on such a sad day.

Day 101: Pulpo ATC. (Now with photo!)
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I love the word pulpo. I don’t think I’m tired of it yet.

Day 102: I am covered in gold dust from today’s work. Magical moment.
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I got some gold foil from my letterpress teacher. He was really curious to know what I was going to do with it without the letterpress. Answer: watch the flakes dance in the sunlight and admire it all over my hands.

Day 103: BIG piece: 18×24. Liza declared it needs a bird in the upper left.
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Liza declared it, so now I’m looking for a bird. I haven’t found the right bird yet and it’s gonna have to be pretty big to fill that space…

Day 104: Dreaming of rest for Americans tonight.
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Friday of one of the worst weeks I can remember in a long time. I was thinking about folks in Boston and West, TX and thinking that everyone in the country needed a bit of rest and a few moments to catch our breath.

Day 105: Traveler ATC.
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Just liked this flower.

Even If You Don’t Blink, The Weeping Angels Will Still Get You

The Doctor warns Sally about the Weeping Angels“Listen,” the man on the TV says, “your life could depend on this: don’t blink. Don’t even blink!” He gestures, thumb and middle finger in a circle. “Blink and you’re dead. They’re fast — faster than you can believe. Don’t turn your back, don’t look away, and don’t blink.”

Weeping Angel from the Doctor Who episode BlinkThe Doctor is warning Sally Sparrow about the Weeping Angels, aliens on the TV show Doctor Who. The Angels have become one of the series’ most popular monsters because of how scary they are. When you’re staring at them, they’re “quantum locked” and are frozen in stone. They look like any other statue. But when you’re not observing them they move quickly, so quickly that they can rush toward you when you blink. And if they touch you, they’ll send you back decades in time.

It’s a simple but effective concept. The Weeping Angels take advantage of something we do every few seconds without realizing it. You can stop yourself from blinking…for a while. It’s like holding your breath. The longer you go without blinking, the stronger the urge to do so becomes, and all the while a deadly creature is right in front of you, waiting for your moment of weakness.

As you’d imagine, this has led to a lot of online theorizing of how to deal with the Angels, in much the same way that people like imagining what they’ll do when the zombies rise. Most schemes involve blinking first one eye and then the other so that you never stop observing an Angel. As long as you’re watching and Angel, you’re safe.

That won’t work, though, because you’re often blind even though your eyes are open.

Saccades

Go stand in front of a mirror with your nose a few inches from its surface. Look at your reflection’s left eye, then switch to looking at the right eye as quickly as you can. Then look at the left eye again. Then the right. And then ask yourself this: why don’t you see your eyes moving?

Congratulations. You’ve just experienced saccadic masking.

You may think of your eyes like cameras, taking high-definition pictures of everything around you, but they’re not. Your eyes only see in high resolution across a small part of your vision, one that’s roughly the size of your thumbnail when you hold your thumb out at arm’s length in front of you. Away from that central part, your vision gets fuzzier and fuzzier and becomes black-and-white. To compensate, you move your eyes to sweep the narrow spotlight of your high-res vision all around. When you meet someone, your eyes dart to their eyes, their nose, their mouth, their hair. Your brain builds up a composite image of what the person looks like from these snapshots.

How saccades have us look at a faceThese rapid eye jerks, called saccades, aren’t fully under your conscious control. Once one starts you can’t change its direction or how fast your eyes move, and your eyes move fast. Saccades are the fastest movements your body is capable of. They’re so fast that your vision blurs during the movement. To get rid of that blur, your brain performs saccadic masking. Nearly a tenth of a second before your eyes move, your brain shuts down a lot of visual processing so that you’re not aware of your eyes moving and don’t consciously see any blurred images. As soon as the image on your eye is stable, your brain goes back to processing all of the visual data coming from your eyes. Your also lies to you, hiding saccades from you by fiddling with your perception of time during saccadic masking so that it feels like it takes less time than it does. The end result is that you’re effectively blind during a saccade.

It gets worse! If something moves during a saccade, you generally don’t see the motion. If an Angel crept up on you during a saccade, you might not see moving it at all until it was too late.

Microsaccades

Fine, you say, I won’t move my eyes around. I’ll stare fixedly at that Angel. Unfortunately, not even that may save you, thanks to microsaccades. Even when you think your eyes are staying still, they’re not. In part it’s to keep you from going temporarily blind.

As you’re reading this, are you sitting down? Can you feel the texture of your skirt or pants? Chances are, before I asked that question, you couldn’t. The sensory neurons in your legs adapt to the constant stimulus of cloth against them and stop sending signals. The same thing happens to the neurons in your eyes. If you were able to stare at something so that its image was perfectly still on your eye’s retina, then after a while the image would fade away due to neural adaptation. To keep this from happening, your eyes jiggle around, performing a smaller version of a regular saccade. It’s as if the world is filled with ghostly objects that fade if they’re perfectly still, so your eyes jitter to make the objects look like they’re moving. Microsaccades refresh the image on your eye.

Rotating Snakes illusion by Akiyoshi KitaokaYou can’t see microsaccades directly. Your brain acts like the image stabilizer in a video camera, smoothing out the shaky image from your darting eyes. But you can see their indirect effect by staring at Akiyoshi Kitaoka’s “Rotating Snakes” illusion. Our brain normally can tell the difference between apparent motion caused by our eyes’ microsaccades and actual motion caused by the thing we’re looking at moving. But with the circular snakes, our brain gets mixed up and mistakes apparent motion for real motion.

It’s Not as Bad as I’m Making It Sound

It’s possible you’ll still be safe from the Angels, because saccades don’t fully blind you. Saccadic masking doesn’t stop your brain from processing all visual information. When you look at something, the visual data moves through successive portions of your brain’s visual cortex. The different parts of the visual cortex look for things like differences in brightness or straight lines. During a saccade, smoother parts of an image are thrown away early in the visual cortex, while parts with a more complex pattern, like text on a page, are still partially processed. And saccadic masking is stronger when your eyes move a lot, but weaker during small motions and microsaccades.

It all gets back to what it means to observe something. Does it count if your brain receives visual information about an Angel and processes it? Or do you have to consciously be aware of what you’re seeing for an Angel to be quantum locked? If it’s the former, then saccades effectively blinding you doesn’t matter. If it’s the latter, though, send me a postcard from the past and let me know.

A Weeping Angel in Blink

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Week 14 of Making Something Every Day

Day 92: Be of good cheer, daughter.
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I’ve not been giving away the things I’ve made this year. I have a giant stack of stuff. This one however, I gave to a friend because it seemed like it needed to be with her.

Day 93: What sort of art supply/tool am I making? Answer tomorrow!
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So I got Liza this book for Easter. I figured that we could work through some of the projects this summer. It’s like art camp! But for the price of a book! My kind of camp! The book is really great for intro projects to a lot of different art techniques. I found the one for gelatin printing particularly interesting. I made one plate, had to go to the store for more gelatin. Used that plate until it fell apart and then made another with the help of Becky and Ashley at craft night.

Day 94: first mono prints from my gelatin plate!
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What I’m coming to realize about the gelatin printing though is that I need more stencils. I knew that before but didn’t have a good enough reason to buy more. Now I do!

Day 95: My favorite prints from today’s session with the gelatin plate.
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I’ve got a ton of good material to work with from the plate and stencils.

Day 96: I made a storm hidey-hole for my craft today. (Here’s hoping we don’t have to get in it with the dog.)
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Such a long, stressful day! Kids got out early from school because of the weather. Then we ended up all in the hidey-hole for about 30 minutes. So. Not. Fun. I was too tired by the end of all that to think about anything but going to bed.

Day 97: Using one of the gelatin prints as a background for a collage.
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I used the plainest print from my sessions to start a collage.

Day 98: I am pretty pleased with the way this picture is shaping up.
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Not finished with this one yet. I think I’m going to put a quote of some kind on the tag. Don’t know yet. Still thinking…

Week 13 of Making Something Every Day

Day 85: ATC based on ihanna’s work. See her cool postcards here.
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Day 86: Another ATC today. I think this might be an all ATC week!
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Day 87: There’s a bird on this ATC. No surprise there, huh?
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Day 88: Liza’s first word was “buh-fly.”
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Day 89: Put (another) bird on it! A magic bird that enchants Anwyn and makes her mind. Fairy tales…
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Day 90: Continuing the 2 themes of the week: ATC of flying things.
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Day 91: Broke my bird streak. Oh well.
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Some notes on the all ATC week:
– Clearly I like me some birds and insects!
– I’ve gotten a bunch of little spray bottles that I’ve filled with a mixture of acrylic paint and water. I can spray and play. That’s where a lot of the backgrounds this week came from.
– I worked on several backgrounds at once and then finished one a day. Because of waiting for things to dry, it just worked better this way. I also felt like I hit a really good stride using this method. I had something I wanted to work on everyday because I’d worked a bit ahead for several days.
– Used a lot of pink this week. Not a color I normally go to first but I like how pink finished off several day’s work just right.
– Looking at the composition of these ATCs, I see that I like to move things from the lower left to the upper right. I’ve never noticed that about how I work before but things just feel more balanced that way.
– Best of all, it was fun!